if only ,

if only you would care,
then only this relationship can be fair,

if only you would notice,
then you wont be the person who understands me the least,

if only you would open up,
then i won't get easily give up,

if only you would know how hard i tried,
then only you would appreciate my fight,

if only you know how much effort i put in,
then you will realize that there's something in this relationship that is missing,

if only you know how committed i am,
then i won't have to write this stupid poem, damn.

the proposal ,

sunflowers are yellow,
daisies are white,
you make my life glow,
and i'll never leave you out of my sight,

i love you and i will always do,
and i hope you have the same feeling too,
i gave you lots of signs,
so, will you be mine :)

p/s : i love uan